
self -- payoff(s) / challenge(s) / game(s) / math(s) / plan(s) 
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education(s)
question(s)
moral(s)
rethoric(s)
... self-deception ... can be like a drug,
numbing you from much needed feeling,
weakening you exactly when you need
to master your
resource(s)
for getting through a difficult reality ...


creative / life(s) / story / fight(s) / self as brain